tonight was my usual walk home. i've begun to tell people about my place, but very few truly understand it. my coat wasn't warm enough to stay long. but i think from now on whenever i am stressed ill go there with a beer or two and just sit. i love having a great soundtrack for it, but even if there is no music ill be ok with that.

as many read last night i became angry. my left hand is really bruised and many know of it if they saw it. ive had advice from some to take my anger out in other ways. but as i said before there is nothing better than punching something and the pain being felt in your hands.

i'm at my apartment alone, again. but tonight i am not angry. tonight i am not happy. tonight i am not sad. tonight i am simply me.

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