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im tired of losing.
losing friends whom i thought would be there forever.
losing where i feel home and having to restart all over again.
im just so tired of struggling everyday to get by. whether it is money, or working too much or what. i just know i cant do this forever and these last 4 months or so working over 40 hrs a week with odd shifts leaves not much time for anything. it just sucks. i dont mind a 40 hour work week. but id like it to be 5 8 hr days. not 7 hrs 2 hrs just cut up into one. im just cranky and not happy
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ypsilanti

Tonight is my last night living in ypsilanti. what started as just leaving home has begun to mash into a separate life for myself. i grew up here, i lift with a girlfriend graduated and had tons of great friends. i truly don't know if i am ready to leave. i always knew back home id leave sometime. here i had the thoughts but because of the life ive had with new people i had no idea it would be this soon. it makes sense, cheaper and thats it for me. i'm going to miss this place so much. whether it was moving in and expanding my horizons to me being by myself and living there for a couple of years. ive met so many great people here, and ill miss all of them. i know ill visit. i know ill be back. but this? this will never be as it is now. it's going to be a really hard adjustment. i know i can do it, ive done it before, but this was my home. and the first home i had that wasnt at my mom's. ypsilanti will always share a special place in my heart. even some of my heart was lost in the progress. but besides that ypsi.
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