as i walked to my pier to clear my head today, i started to think of some things. i think when i start this new job i am going to save up some money. and when i have enough, i am going to disappear for a week or two weeks. i am only going to take my camera, some clothes, my wallet and my phone. my phone will only be used in emergencies and my camera will be the thing constant in my hand. ill also take every cd that i have to play it at a certain time. i do not know where ill end up on this trip. but i know that when i get where i am going ill know. what scares me is if i get to this place and never want to come back. could i leave everything behind? the answer is no. but i have no idea at this point.

i'm scared.

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