my mind is racing with thoughts. but when i go to put them in typing my mind thinks it is a different language. a lot has been on my mind lately. it seems that one thing has opened a pandora's box of sorts. it has made me think of repressed memories, and why i don't think about them.
i am worried about my niece. from what i gathered, she has some type of respiratory virus, it may be nothing but she is like 7 months old and i worry.
this is senseless rambling
!2:10
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Saturday, January 3, 2009
year and a half to go
so i have about a year and a half to go until i graduate with a bachelor's in poli sci and a minor in public administration. knowing i only have a year and a half is bittersweet. i will finally be able to possibly start a career. but i have no idea if i even want to get into that field. i do not want to switch majors because it would mean more schooling. and as student loans start to pile i am eager to finish. i have begun thinking if after i graduate will i move or not? i know i will not move closer to home if anything it would be further away. to where? i have no idea.
i am also fearful of the coming months, i have not received my official hiring in at cabela's and my seasonal leave started on the 27th. technically it doesn't end until the end of this month but i have not worked since the 26th.
i can make a decent amount of change from ebay auctions and what not but i do not know if it will be enough. it is very scary in some ways to not know when you will get another paycheck when u have rent and debt piling up as each minute passes.
in unrelated notes, did anyone see dick clark on nye? i found it almost painful to watch his count down, and felt that seacrest was a total douche. dick clark is a legend in his own mind and i have begun to agree with people that he should hang it up. it is extremely sad when you see a man who can barely talk correctly because of a stroke still try to do his job. i do however commend his work for the last whatever amount of years.
i also think it is time for joe pa to hang it up for the same amount of reasons. he is holding that school hostage.
!2:10
i am also fearful of the coming months, i have not received my official hiring in at cabela's and my seasonal leave started on the 27th. technically it doesn't end until the end of this month but i have not worked since the 26th.
i can make a decent amount of change from ebay auctions and what not but i do not know if it will be enough. it is very scary in some ways to not know when you will get another paycheck when u have rent and debt piling up as each minute passes.
in unrelated notes, did anyone see dick clark on nye? i found it almost painful to watch his count down, and felt that seacrest was a total douche. dick clark is a legend in his own mind and i have begun to agree with people that he should hang it up. it is extremely sad when you see a man who can barely talk correctly because of a stroke still try to do his job. i do however commend his work for the last whatever amount of years.
i also think it is time for joe pa to hang it up for the same amount of reasons. he is holding that school hostage.
!2:10
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