Saturday, December 31, 2011

the year continues.

it seems that the year was not over yet for me. i contracted hand foot and mouth disease causing me to breakout everywhere have disgusting rashes and crust. that all came around christmas. i didnt work at all this week because of it which really sucks. also mama totaled her jeep in an accident by a stupid canadian. we had our annual family party last night it was great to be around family and friends. this new years will be a little different as im just going to be with my brother. im not worried about it though i have alot of beer to drink.

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Tuesday, December 20, 2011

a years end

one great thing about driving to adrian weekly is an hour of just me time. i always put on some album or playlist as i drive. today i thought about my annual year end blog. this year has gone by extremely fast, and with that here we goo....

i feel ive grown a lot in this past year. my clothes have changed substantially in that i like to wear khaki's more than jeans and usually just a plain shirt. i still represent my sports teams thoroughly but as far as pac sun clothes those are on their way out the door.

ive gotten a second job in the years time which has helped me out financially. in the last half of the year i was able to become the most financially secure ive ever been. im still struggling monthly but less so than before and the horizon looks good.

ive changed a lot of my outlook on life. im less angry at other random people like driving i just take my time instead of always being in a hurry.

my drinking has calmed down which is good for my liver and i can attribute that to having a normal job as well as others around me drinking less.

ive lost a great friend in not talking to her anymore which wasnt my choice but i understand it to an extent and hope shes in a better place.

i lost my sister in law to divorce and it sucks more for my brother than for me but i still feel it.

ive had a great year. and i couldnt have done it without the help of my core group of friends and family. without them id be nowhere.

my outlook on life is a lot different than years past and i like that im more optimistic than i have been but we'll see what 2012 has to offer.

!2:10