i've started to read exit here. this book is maybe one of the most amazing books a man could ever read. in 2 days i've read half of it. i never get that way with books.

it has also made me think so much of the book/movie into the wild. if you haven't seen it i suggest you do.
i want to make my trip as i have told in earlier blogs. every day that goes by i get angrier and angrier that i do not have the money to do so.
i've left home before and moved 60 minutes away. i think i could do it again despite everything that has happened since i moved here. almost done with school, a niece, a sister in law, an inherited nephew. it'd be hard to leave and i have tears as i write this. not many people read this.
i went home to clear my head, no avail. problems just became clearer there. i live here alone, and am surrounded by great people. but when you are sourrounded by everyone u can still feel all alone.

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