b u tter is the name.

been a little. it has been nearly a month or so since my last post. alot has changed, i have moved into a new place by myself. i am all situated and happy that i have a decent apartment. i turned in the keys to the old apt. may 31st, and i was sort of sad about it. it was a great apartment i had a great year there, and an amazing roommate. i would not change any of that time for the world. it was small and it was an adventure. the new apt is a little bigger when it comes to living room space but the bedroom is extremely tiny as is the bathroom. my little niece has now turned one, and everytime i go home and see her i can't wait to see her the next time. i am glad to have that little lady in my life now. it keeps me going with her beautiful smile. life has changed drastically, i have in a way gone back to what i was right as i moved up to ypsi, the typical drinking college student. which is not a bad thing nor a good thing either, i feel like i downgraded by doing this instead of growing up like the path i was on. but then again the path i am on now was never the path i once thought. school is finally almost done well my 1 class is. and i cant wait to just enjoy the summer. it is not an extremely hard class by any means but i just want to not be in school so i can work more or do stuff. i have a lot of fun things planned in the coming weeks. i am going to the tigers game sunday with the newlywed and jamie and possibly others. then, getting brand new tickets, and hopefully blink 182 tickets. then getting more tigers tickets and just i think this summer could be a very great summer and i am excited to explore it. my life is looking up in some areas but it is like one of those old school scales as one part goes up the other goes down. i need to find the balance and once i do it will be all smooth. maybe i am young, but at this point i do not care in the slightest. i just want my real life to start and not have to deal with bullshit jobs or bullshit school or deal with stupid drama that a high schooler would do. here's to my summer.
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television

i have been attempting to fall asleep for the last half hour or so and am unable to do so. this is because of the things that are on my mind. my main thing is that of television shows. it could be because of the scrubs season or series finally tonight. and i will elaborate on that.
there are very few television shows in which i can safely say that i have watched from start to finish. i can say i probably watched full house, boy meets world, and saved by the bell as a child or young adult but i am unsure.
last summer i started a mild quest, that of watching tv series from start to finish.
my first endeavor and still greatest to this day was that of six feet under. it was my favorite series ever, the ending was amazing and the storyline got better every episode.
i have since started watching such series as dexter, how i met your mother, and 24.
i have seen every episode of the first two mentioned and am slowly working my way up on the third.
it is sad to watch a series end that you love. i myself love and hated scrubs. scrubs bothered me because of j.d. at times with his stupid behavior and elliot's idiotic behaviors as well. but i found myself watching the j.d. finally and possibly the series finally and reflecting on what an accomplishment at least for me to be able to say i have seen every episode of a series.
i am priding myself on doing that from now on, watching the pilot to the end. i have tried with a few shows like big love and have lost interest quickly. but when i find interest i am hooked.
i hope that the rumors are false and this is the end of scrubs, because most of the time spinoffs don't work. we see the exception in fraiser of cheers, or the csi: franchise. but we have also seen horrible spinoffs like that of joey that ultimately in my eyes tainted the friends franchise. we also have seen a horrible spin off of the golden girls....yes the golden girls. love it or hate it, i miss watching it with my grandma!
i just hope to find more series in the future that i can watch from start to finish and love or hate the characters, and after watching wish to watch again....i have only seen that so far in six feet under. a show that truly i will always watch any episode that is on. sure i will watch scrubs or csi or csi miami when it is on but six feet ill watch and relive the moments from when i first watched it.
call it rambling call it what you want, but i will sleep in peace now.
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