for thsi first time in maybe a year im watching the ending of six feet under. i havent cried in months. but today i am. i wish i still had my pier to walk to or my place to think. instead im confined to my bed and to my computer. i just want things to be better. the world will be better because of it. i just wish i had someone to talk to like i used to. i can have plenty of people around. but theres never someone there. loneliness is setting in and i hate it. they say misery loves company. maybe thats the reason im such an asshole to people.
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