my first day of work was, well pretty damn easy. i know not all nights will be like this, but it was something very new to me. going to a place. doing what needs to be done, then leaving regardless of the time.

i was able to hold down, the majority of a small meal today. that is the first time in maybe a week or two. so today was pretty decent in that regard.

still adjusting to everything else though.

my mom is coming to visit on tuesday. i am really hoping she brings my niece, i really wish i could see her more often. i don't want to be away from her while she grows up but can't help but put myself before my family. maybe i am selfish in that regard, but i feel like i would have far more problems in life if i was living at home. we'll see.

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