dear world,

today was a day that does not happen often even though i refuse to admit it. it was a day in which i had to go get my car, everyone that knows and or drinks with me realizes i drive home a lot. i realize it is a terrible idea. and in the past few days have just left the car. maybe it is a sober driver maybe it is just me not wanting to fuck up more than i already have.

today is thursday. in a day or 2 i will go away for the weekend. everyone that knows me realizes a few things:
i always have my blackberry in my hand
i am an asshole
i love to drink

the first being the most important for the weekend. it will be off, i will do my best to not even turn it on. i know iwont respond to anything but it will be liberating. i need this weekend. i get to go to a zen place of someone that i can safely say is beautiful inside and out.

i need more tattoo's i have come to the conclusion i just want an old english L in the middle of my neck below my neck line.
i may bring some paper along for the weekend only to write a paper version of this blog which will be backdated accordingly.
look i know i don't have many readers. but this blog is me. this writing is me. ive never been ashamed of me writing. and never will. accept me for who i am or fuck off.


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