tonight is probably the first saturday in months that i did not go out. i barely even left my apartment except to get my mail.
it was adifferent day in itself that i am usually not used to.

school is done, work is going alright and i am not stressed as much. however, there is still something lingering from the semester and that's a girl everytime i think she is gone she comes back in and i get roped back. is this healthy? absolutely not. will anything ever happen again? probably not. i miss her around but understand that she doesnt want me the way i want her.

next weekend should be a calm peaceful way to get away from everything.

!2:10