my appetite is finally coming back. i don't know what it was. if there was stress possibly that lead me to that that could be the case. that stress is now defunct. which is nice. granted what could have been would have been amazing. but i guess in time it wasnt right. a friend tells me "love should never be that hard" maybe that is totally true. we'll see. ive also come to realize i have a great group of friends. they are pretty fucking awesome.

that is all !2:10