it's really upsetting for a person like me to want something so bad and it slips through your fingers.
theres a girl ive been after for a few months now, a few dates here and there. hanging out every day at times. was it all friendship? maybe. but other things tell me different. this girl was amazing to me. i finally let myself go with her, meaning i let my walls down. i can say that with others like anna i did the same but not in this way. it's hard to explain. either way, she found someone different. maybe better who knows. alls i know is that i really want this girl still. and it sucks i cant have her. i just am tired of waiting for someone to come along.

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