life things

i dont know if the perfect job exists, but i want to find it.
i realize having 2 jobs and working extremely odd hours is not a life i want to lead forever and a possible opportunity came up with redbull. the interview went well and ill know by wednesday. but as i finally have time to think about it i am unsure if i want this job. i took a job several years ago with radioshack, i went into it with a negative attitude. and that just transferred for the entire job. i have two jobs now, and while redbull is full time and stuff i just dont know if i want it. 5am start times are not what bothers me. but just not knowing if this is a career bothers me. from what ive gathered through mere observations alone is that there is not much room for advancement. dean foods may not have that either but theres so many more aspects of dean foods than there is at redbull. i think i might just stay where i am at for now and keep looking. i just want my next job to be something i can see myself at in 4 years and be proud of that achievement. redbull im unsure of and i think while typing this blog ive convinced myself to pass.

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