i find that i hate going to bed at times. not because im not tired or anything but because i get in a great mood and a mood of joyous. only to have to go to sleep shortly after. i know waking up will all but erase this mood. hopefully my dreams will reflect this mood. im excited to go home next weekend. my brother was right in his analogy that doing something once in a while makes it feel better than doing it all the time. this isnt true for everything, including his original on carlos pizza. but it can relate well to being home. when i dont go there often i tend to miss it more. my family my friends. so itll be good to go back home this weekend. im hoping for some luck on st pattys day. but we'll see where the day takes me.

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