weedish

so i've had to stop smoking the usual green to pass a drug test coming up. it has ben a day and a half. i have come to the following conclusions in just a day and a half;

1.if i dont smoke but i drink i am less drunk and less likely to blake out. i had a pint of admiral and 6 beers tonight.
2.i am a lot more irritable if i don't smoke.
3.i get headaches when i do not smoke.
4.i miss smoking

most people are more lazy, get the munchies, become slower, yada yada.
i do not normally get that way. it has become a daily ritual with me. i am almost always stoned. but i do not have any desire to do any other drug, i function normally on it.

if we go with the irritable thing, it just helps me chill out. i need chilling out. i take 50mg of zoloft daily, and while this helps me i do not feel like it helps me like green does. i like it i enjoy it. i will do it if i can, there's plenty worse i could be doing

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