dreams or that sort.

in my lifetime, i have never had many dreams. everyone thinks of the american dream with the nuclear family. but me i never though about that. i figured my life would end up where it is, through a series of events. recently, i have been thinking about my life. this may be because of recent events, or because of my on-coming graduation in a year. but, i have since begun thinking of what i want to do. i think at this point i want to get a masters, whether it be in public policy or some form of political science. i want to do something. i don't want just a bachelor's. i have been reading a case study called "freshman orientation" written by a professor from emu about a republican named Joe Schwartz. by reading this, i have become so enthralled with wanting to be what this author is. i want to work for congressman, i want to make my views known. it has been the first time in my life that i have an ambition. in my life i have always gone through the motions, accepting mediocrity. and at this point a year before i am scheduled to graduate, i do not want this. i want to stand above and beyond typical people. i have been informed by a professor, of the opportunity to be had at a g.a. or graduate assistant. i think i could really benefit from this. i do not mind doing these sort of things. i think at this point, my main goal is to get a masters. to get my name out there. anyone that knows me would think different, but if i don't i will be the same person you all know me as. and well i do not want to be that person. wish me luck, help me out. but i want to be me i want to make this world better, i want to make a difference.

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