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im tired of losing.
losing friends whom i thought would be there forever.
losing where i feel home and having to restart all over again.
im just so tired of struggling everyday to get by. whether it is money, or working too much or what. i just know i cant do this forever and these last 4 months or so working over 40 hrs a week with odd shifts leaves not much time for anything. it just sucks. i dont mind a 40 hour work week. but id like it to be 5 8 hr days. not 7 hrs 2 hrs just cut up into one. im just cranky and not happy
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