tonight was a low key night. what i mean by low key is either my brother or i didnt piss off anyone. this weekend has been a decent weekend. got to see a lot of people and it was a good time. but i feel like after this next time which is in 2 weeks i wont be home for a while after that. i enjoy being home to an extent. everyone knows if i am home i go out. and it does suck and it is always the same shit but theres nothing else for me here. if it came to a point where people wanted to just hang with me id gladly give up a friday night to hang with them. i have in the past. all my riends are becoming accomplished. they have to work at times when i am at home. it sucks to an extent but i understand. i still feel shitty for it. but no matter what my niece and my nephew mean the world to me. and im 99% home because of them. anything that happens after the initial being home is ok with me.

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