this trip is always something that can make my whole life change. ive came here since i was six that was 21 yrs ago but with a few year lay off in high school. this place is everyhing for me. my tattoo stems from a fish that my father and i caught. as ive grown older and my fellow hotelmates,have gotten married and had kids it still feels so amazing to be here. every night i try to go to the end of the dock and just take everything in. it's so great to see second generation cousins and my neice and nephew; ive never had my heart melt as it does when lilah says nooooo buttterrrr. im never around i get that. but when i have this week i never want to be without ej and my lilah. i wanna fall asleep as her big spoon ive gotten her to sleep a few days. i love it. i miss being around them, but uncle butter has to do what he has to do

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