in the past month to two months i have not blogged much. it can be attributed to a few things, no content, drinking, smoking, laziness, and not paying my bills.
ive thought of this many times, and with anyone that ever reads anything i write you will see a parallel to big fish. i am starting to realize that maybe ypsilanti is too small of a sea for me to be a big fish. there is literally half of people around this half like it half hate it, the two biggest are of course not on the same page.
ive been home more often than i can remember. granted every day i am in the htp or the clem i enjoy it. but no matter how many times i come back, i never can call this home again. i may use that in conversation out of habit but, ypsilanti has my heart. home is where the heart is.
so where is my heart? fuck man, i have no clue anymore. i can come home to my mom's i never sleep well. and maybe that is because it isn't my home anymore. but then i come to my apartment and still can't sleep. but i find myself ever increasingly leaving to hang out alone. is that a bad thing? i dont think so.
look, i have until december to figure out what i'll do. when i graduate i am leaving, for how long? i don't know.
12:10
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